Baby Steps

...Where to start lol. I have been journaling i learned how letters formed words. It just came so naturally to me. I think it has been my healthiest outlet. A few years ago I was in an abusive manipulative relationship. When i was with Mario I was constantly fighting to keep my since of self. When i thought our relationship could not get any worse, he read my journal without my permission. Lol I know some people might laugh and say was that all? But for me, a person as private as I have been, that was a major violation and the beginning of the end of our relationship. I used to write everyday, now i don't trust it. It no longer feels as pure. I moved on from that relationship, healed completely, married my WONDERFUL husband Michael whom has single handedly restored my faith in love and life. But for some reason I still have trouble picking up a pen. Soooo I figured I would try this blogging thing that everyone else is into =), instead of being private as I have always been, I'm going to embrace my new self and be uncensored and completely open. SO if your offened lol i can't really apologize for that. Here we go...